No One Can Imagine
While we begin to reflect on the souls of the faithful
departed in this month of November, it is precisely that
in considering this reality that we try to grasp the
terrifying reality of what is meant by the judgment of
almighty God. Living in a time as we do, of over
indulgence and disordered living, so many have forgotten
about the just judgment of God, which is profoundly
exacting, so that it reaches to the inner depths of man,
examining all of his actions and motives and deviations
from the day of his use of reason till the day he parts
this life, having come to the last breath and last ounce
of grace given him in this life.
While we are often told to emphasise the mercy of God,
yes, in truth, we actually can never emphasise it
enough, for in it and by it alone are we saved. And yet
at the same time, we can also say, that we can never
emphasise enough the exacting justice of God, so much so
that that for some Purgatory will not be a question of
days, months or years, but centuries (unless we come to
their aid by our prayers, Masses, sacrifices etc). The
same God Who is ready to give pardon, is also the same
God who tells us that "I say unto you, that every idle
word that men shall speak, they shall render an account
for it in the day of judgment" (Matt. 12). The same is
true of not only our disordered and idle words, but
likewise of our thoughts and actions.
This is why, for example, when on 13 May, 1917 when Lucy
asked Our Lady about two of her friends who had recently
died, of the one (Maria, who died aged 16) Our Lady said
she was in Heaven, but of the other (Amelia, who died
aged 18) Our Lady said she was not in Heaven but "in
Purgatory" and would be there "until the end of the
world". This is something hard for us to grasp,
especially for a girl of those times and in a world
which was far more innocent than that of our times. And
yet Our Lady, who understands the exacting reality of
God, would portray it as it is.
The great Catechism in Examples states a beautiful case
that exemplifies this point:
"There in one of the monasteries belonging to the
Cistercian Order were two holy monks who had a great
affection for one another, and who seemed to lead
unblemished lives. One of them died. Soon after his
death he appeared to his friend whom he had left behind,
while he was offering up prayers for the repose of his
soul. As soon as he saw him, and perceived that his face
bore marks of suffering, he asked him how he came to be
in that state. The deceased monk answered, saying three
times these words: 'No one can imagine, no one can
imagine, no one can imagine'. 'What do you mean', said
the other, 'by these strange words?' The dead religious
answered 'No one can imagine how severe are the
judgments of God, and how terrible are His
punishments'. Saying this he disappeared, leaving the
religious full of fear."