On
Seeking After Signs and Wonders by Fr. Nicolas Caussin
S.J.
It is
a very ill sign when we desire signs to make us believe
in God. The signs which we demand to fortify our faith
are often marks of our infidelity. There is not a more
dangerous plague in the events of worldly affairs than
to deal with the devils or to play with predictions. All
these things fill men with more faults than knowledge.
For divine oracles have more need to be reverenced than
interpreted. He that will find God must seek Him with
simplicity and possess Him with piety.
Some
require a sign, and yet, between Heaven and Earth, all
is full of signs. How many creatures there are, they are
all steps and characters of the divinity! What a happy
thing is it to study what God is by the volume of time,
and by that great book of the world? There is not so
small a flower of the meadows, nor so little a creature
upon Earth, which does not tell us some news of Him. He
speaks in our ears through all creatures, which are as
organ-pipes to convey His spirit and voice to us, but He
has no sign so great as the Word Incarnate, who carries
all the types of His glory and power. About Him only
should be all our curiosity, our knowledge, our
admiration and our love; because in Him we can be sure
to find all our repose and consolation.
Are we
not very miserable, since we know not our own good but
by the loss of it, which makes us esteem so little of
those things which we have in our hands? The Ninevites
did hear old Jonas the Prophet: the Queen of Sheba came
from far to hear the wisdom of Solomon: Jesus speaks to
us usually from the pulpits, from the altars; in our
conversations, in our affairs and recreations; and yet
we do not sufficiently esteem His words or inspirations.
An
overindulged spirit dislikes honey, and is distasted
with manna, raving after the rotten pots of Egypt. But
it is the last and worst of all ills to despise our own
good. A man must keep himself from relapses, which are
worse than sins, which are the greatest evils of the
world; he that loves danger shall perish in it. The
first sin brings with it one devil, but the second
brings seven. There are some who vomit up their sins as
the sea cockles, to swallow them again. Their life is
nothing but an ebbing and flowing of sins, and their
most innocent thoughts are a disposition to iniquity. We
become nearest of kin to Him when his ordinances are
followed by our manners, and we live by His precepts.
Prayer:
O, Word Incarnate, the
great sign of thy heavenly Father, who carried all the
marks of His glory and all the characters of His
powers: it is Thou alone whom I seek, whom I esteem and
honour; all that I see, all I understand, all that I
feel, is nothing to me, if it does not carry Thy name,
or be animated by Thy spirit. Thy conversation has no
trouble, and Thy presence no distaste. O, let me never
lose by my negligence what I possess by Thy bounty. Keep
me from relapses, keep me from the second gulf and
second hell of Sin. He is too blind that profits nothing
by experience of his own wickedness, and by a full
knowledge of Thy bounties. Amen.