Yet we ought not
to suspend ourselves from the Lord's Communion because
we confess ourselves sinners, but should more and more
eagerly hasten to it for the healing of our soul, and
purifying of our spirit, and seek there rather a remedy
for our wounds with humility of mind and faith, as
considering ourselves unworthy to receive so great
grace. Otherwise we cannot worthily receive the
Communion even once a year, as some do, who live in
monasteries and so regard the dignity and holiness and
value of the Heavenly Sacraments, as to think that none
but saints and spotless persons should venture to
receive them, and not rather that they would make us
saints and pure by taking them. And these thereby fall
into greater presumption and arrogance than what they
seem to themselves to avoid, because at the time when
they do receive them, they consider that they are worthy
to receive them. But it is much better to receive them
every Sunday for the healing of our infirmities, with
that humility of heart, whereby we believe and confess
that we can never touch those holy mysteries worthily,
than to be puffed up by a foolish persuasion of heart,
and believe that at the year's end we are worthy to
receive them.
Wherefore that we may
be able to grasp this and hold it fruitfully, let us the
more earnestly implore the Lord's mercy to help us to
perform this, which is learnt not like other human arts,
by some previous verbal explanation, but rather by
experience and action leading the way; and which also
unless it is often considered and hammered out in the
Conferences of spiritual persons, and anxiously sifted
by daily experience and trial of it, will either become
obsolete through carelessness or perish by idle
forgetfulness. (Conferences 23:21.)
A LITTLE
EXAMINE ON MY DEVOTION TO THE HOLY EUCHARIST
Have I a profound,
living faith in the presence of Christ in the Blessed
Sacrament? Or is it simply one more truth that I have to
believe?
Do I take consolation
in the knowledge that Christ is in the tabernacle? How
often do I receive Holy Communion?
Do I do so with faith,
humility, reverence, and love? Do I make suitable
preparation for Holy Communion?
Do I make a suitable
thanksgiving? Am I respectful and reverent in receiving
Holy Communion?
Do I dress becomingly
when I receive Holy Communion as a mark of respect to
Christ?
Do I ever make
Spiritual Communions during the day, ardently desiring
to receive Our Blessed Lord into my soul?
Could I not find time
to make a few visits to the Blessed Sacrament? Do I make
the effort to attend other services of the Blessed
Sacrament? Benediction? Exposition of the Blessed
Sacrament?