Cast from you all doubt and do
not hesitate to ask anything of God, thinking within
yourself: How can I dare to ask something from God when
I have been guilty of so many sins? Do not dwell on that
thought; be converted in your heart to the Lord and ask
things of him without doubting, then you will learn his
mercy and that he will not abandon you but will fulfil
the desires of your heart.
God is not like men, who
remember always the offences; on the contrary, he
forgets them and has pity on his creatures. If you still
retain any doubt in your heart, then you will not be
heard, because those who doubt God have a twisted heart
and will never see their petitions answered. On the
other hand, those of perfect faith ask with confidence
and see their petitions granted. Leave aside all
sadness, because it is the brother of doubt and anger.
Sadness is the worst of the
devils, it delivers a man to perdition and casts out
the Holy Spirit more easily than any other devil. Be
clothed in joy, which is always agreeable to God and
rejoice in it. The cheerful man feels and does good,
despising sadness. On the other hand the sad man works
evil; first of all because he saddens the Holy Spirit,
which was given to man for his joy; secondly because in
saddening him and in not praying to or confessing the
Lord, he is guilty of a grave evil. The prayer of the
sad man lacks strength enough to ascend to the altar of
God. Why? Because sadness lies heavy on the heart and
mixes with our prayer, not allowing it to ascend clean
to God. Just as oil mixed with vinegar loses its
softness, so the spirit, if mingled with sadness, has
not the same power in prayer. Free yourself from sadness
and you will live for God.
Lord God, these Commandments
are all so grand and beautiful, but I know not if there
be anyone capable of fulfilling them, because they are
difficult. He answered me: If you convince yourself that
you can keep them, then you will do so without
difficulty and they will not seem hard to you; but if
you begin to think that no man can keep them then you
will not do so. Then, seeing me confused and worried, he
began to speak to me saying: Foolish and stupid man of
doubts, do you not understand that the goodness and
greatness of the glory of God made the world for man and
subjected to him every creature, giving him the lordship
over everything under Heaven? If, then, man is the lord
and master of all creation, can he not be so over these
Commandments? He who has God in his heart can be
superior to any of these commands. He who is hard of
heart and has God on his lips but lives far from him, he
will find them hard and impossible. Set God up in your
hearts then you who are weak and feeble in faith will understand that there is nothing so easy as
these commands. The devil has no power over the hearts
of the servants of the Lord, who hope in Him with all
their hearts.