Quinquagesima
Sunday
Thoughts for the Week - Fr. R. Taouk
15th February 2015
Realising the Gravity
of Sin by Fr. John A. Hardon S.J.
Objectively and
theoretically no Christian will doubt that sin is the worst
evil in the world. One venial sin, as Newman describes it,
is more terrible in the eyes of God than the death of
millions of men in extremist agony. Yet practically sin is
so common, even among those who profess to believe in Christ
and are bound by the most solemn promises to His devoted
service.
The wages of sin is
death: bodily death to the human race for the sin of Adam
and spiritual death in hell for the unrepentant sinner. For
the demons and their victims it means the separating of a
created spirit from the Source of its happiness for
eternity. All this because of sin.
We get a deeper
understanding of sin by reflecting on the disproportion
between the sinner and the Lord against whom he sins. Since
the gravity of an insult depends on the dignity of the
person insulted and his superiority to the one who commits
the injury, then a deliberate flouting of the divine law, as
happens in mortal sin, is the acme of wickedness. In order
to bring home this infinite distance between God the
offended and us the offenders, I should abase myself first
by comparison with the rest of creation (a drop in the ocean
of mankind), which itself is inferior to the angels and
saints, who are as nothing compared with the infinite God.
Then I compare myself alone with the Creator against whom I
have sinned: my ignorance with His wisdom, my weakness with
His omnipotence, my malice towards Him with His goodness to
me.
There is more than
psychology in these contrasts. They touch upon the essence
of sin, which pretends to self-sufficiency, possessed by God
alone but madly aspired to by every sinner since Paradise,
when the devil persuaded our first parents that by eating
the forbidden fruit they would become as gods, knowing good
and evil. This deep-rooted instinct needs to be corrected by
prayerful reflection on God's greatness and my nothingness.
Otherwise past sins will scarcely be recognised as really
serious and future amendment is proportionally more
difficult. Especially under the stress of passion, when
pressure from the senses tends to obscure the mind, I must
be thoroughly convinced that because the God who obliges me
to self-control is all-wise, He knows better than I what is
good for me, and because He loves me more than I love
myself, His commandments must be obeyed under penalty of
self-destruction. Looking back, I will see how irrational my
sins have been when I followed my own puny judgement in
preference to the wisdom and goodness of God.
But sin is not only
irrational. It is unjust. Since God is man's Creator, He has
a right to determine His creatures' conduct and prescribe
the conditions on which men will attain their final destiny. |