The purpose of prayer is
to give God the opportunity to bestow the gifts He will give
us when we are ready to accept them. It is not the eye which
makes the light of the sun surround us; it is not the lung
which makes the air envelop us. The light of the sun is
there if we do not close our eyes to it, and the air is
there for our lungs if we do not hold our breath. God's
blessings are there - if we do not rebel against His Will to
give.
God does not show Himself
equally to all creatures. This does not mean that He has
favourites, that He decides to help some and to abandon
others, but the difference occurs because it is impossible
for Him to manifest Himself to certain hearts under the
conditions they set up. The sunlight plays no favourites,
but its reflection is very different on a lake and on a
swamp.
A person's prayer often
keeps step with his moral life. The closer our behaviour
corresponds with the Divine Will, the easier it is to pray;
the more our conduct is out of joint with Divinity, the
harder it is to pray. Just as it is hard to look in the face
of someone whom we have grievously wronged, so it is hard to
lift our minds and hearts to God if we are in rebellion
against Him. This is not because God is unwilling to hear
sinners. He does hear them, and He has a special
predilection for them, for as He said: "I have come to call
sinners, not the just." (Mark 2: 17.) "There will be more
rejoicing over one sinner who repents, than over ninety-nine
souls that are justified and have no need of repentance."
(Luke 15:7.) But these sinners were the ones who
corresponded with His Will and abandoned their rebellion
against it. Where the sinner has no desire to be lifted from
his evil habits, then the essential condition for prayer is
wanting.
Everyone knows enough
about God to pray to Him, even those who say that they doubt
His existence. If they were lost in the woods, they would
have no assurance whatever of anyone nearby who might help
them find their way - but they would shout, nevertheless, in
the hope that someone would hear. In like manner, the
sceptic finds, in catastrophe and in crisis, that though he
thought himself incapable of prayer, he nonetheless prays.
But those who use prayer only as a last resort do not know
God very well - they hold Him at arm's length most of the
time, refusing Him the intimacy of every day. The little
knowledge of God that such people possess does not become
fruitful or functional, because they never act upon that
knowledge: the Lord ordered that the unproductive talent be
taken away. Unless a musician acts upon the knowledge that
he already has of music, he will not grow either in
knowledge or in love of it. In this sense, our conduct,
behaviour, and moral life become the determinants of our
relations with God. When our behaviour is Godless, then
prayer is an extraneous thing - a mere attempt at magic, an
attempt to make God serve our wishes in contradiction to the
moral laws He has laid down. The man, who thinks only of
himself says only prayers of petition; he who thinks of his
neighbour says prayers of intercession; he who thinks only
of loving and serving God, says prayers of abandonment to
God's Will, and this is the prayer of the Saints.