Great are you, O Lord, and exceedingly
worthy of praise; your power is immense, and your wisdom
beyond reckoning. And so we men, who are a due part of your
creation, long to praise you - we also carry our mortality
about with us, carry the evidence of our sin and with it the
proof that you thwart the proud. You arouse us so that
praising you may bring us joy, because you have made us and
drawn us to yourself, and our heart is unquiet until it
rests in you.
How shall I call upon my God, my God and
my Lord, when by the very act of calling upon him I would be
calling him into myself? Is there any place within me into
which my God might come? How should the God who made heaven
and earth come into me? Is there any room in me for you,
Lord, my God? Even heaven and earth, which you have made and
in which you have made me - can even they contain you? Since
nothing that exists would exist without you, does it follow
that whatever exists does in some way contain you?
But if this is so, how can I, who am one
of these existing things, ask you to come into me, when I
would not exist at all unless you were already in me? Not
yet am I in hell, after all but even if I were, you would be
there too; for if I descend into the underworld, you are
there. No, my God, I would not exist, I would not be at all,
if you were not in me. Or should I say, rather, that I
should not exist if I were not in you, from whom are all
things, through whom are all things, in whom are all things?
Yes, Lord, that is the truth, that is indeed the truth. To
what place can I invite you, then, since I am in you? Or
where could you come from, in order to come into me? To what
place outside heaven and earth could I travel, so that my
God could come to me there, the God who said, I fill heaven
and earth?
Who will grant it to me to find peace in
you? Who will grant me this grace, that you should come into
my heart and inebriate it, enabling me to forget the evils
that beset me and embrace you, my only good? What are you to
me? Have mercy on me, so that I may tell. What indeed am I
to you, that you should command me to love you, and grow
angry with me if I do not, and threaten me with enormous
woes? Is not the failure to love you woe enough in itself?
Alas for me! Through your own merciful
dealings with me, O Lord my God, tell me what you are to me.
Say to my soul, I am your salvation. Say it so that I can
hear it. My heart is listening, Lord; open the ears of my
heart and say to my soul, I am your salvation. Let me run
towards this voice and seize hold of you. Do not hide your
face from me: let me die so that I may see it, for not to
see it would be death to me indeed.